Tuesday, October 1, 2013

confessions...

these are a few confessions I thought y'all should know about me... they aren't necessarily directed towards any one person or any one situation; so please don't take them as such and make them into something this is not. This is just me letting whoever takes the time to read this know what's been in my head the past few days... what's been on my mind, venting if you will into my life, my stress, and my somewhat feelings... confessions.
 
  •  I hate being talked down too
  • I hate people who don't work but expect to be paid like they do.
  • I hate being lied to, and see it as the ultimate betray of trust
  • No one has EVER gotten away with lying to me.
  • I believe that no one is entitled to anything, and it frustrates me when people think they are.
  • When I'm upset you'll know it, when I'm mad you'll know it, when I'm happy you'll know it, and when I'm down right pissed you'll know it.
  • I don't like people taking advantage of me, the people I care about, or the people around me.
  • I'm always ready to beat some one's face in, for any reason, because you gave me a dirty look, because you are messing with my life directly or indirectly, or even because you think something that's mine is yours.
  • I follow my gut instincts, they have NEVER been wrong before.
  • I know more about most situations then I let on.
  • I am good at hiding what I don't want people to see.
  • I have recently become a VERY jealous person, and I do NOT like it.
  • I eat way to much fast food, i.e.. taco bell
  • I secretly love my job, when I don't have to deal with my co-workers.
  • I work/fight for what I want on a daily basis, nothing was handed or given to me and I don't like people who assume the things I have were handed to me, just because I drive a nice-ish car doesn't mean I don't pay for it and work my butt off to keep it.
  • I don't like being screwed over and heaven help any fool that does because I hold grudges and get even, another thing I don't like about myself.
  • I set high expectations for myself and don't stop until I reach them.
  • I had a 4.0 GPA in culinary school, but never finished
  • I'm in love.
  • I've found the infamous "one".
  • I'm the happiest I've EVER been.
  • I'm strong willed and hard headed.
  • I'm unstoppable when I'm mad.  
  • I'm unstoppable ounce I put my mind to something.
  • I'm unsure what the future holds, but I know that I'm not facing it alone.
  • I am beautiful to not only my lord and savior, but also to the one who holds my heart.
  • I am grateful that I have finally found "it".
  • I am ready to face tomorrow with an open mind, a kind word, a helping hand, and a strong heart.
These are just a few things that came to my mind, I'm sure there will be a part 2 later down the road but for right now, in this moment that's all I have to tell you, all I want to say. And again don't take these as personal attacks on anyone/yourself because they ARE NOT directed that way!!! This is only meant to clear m head and get it out there, hey who knows maybe one of you will learn something new about me from this.